Have you ever feel humiliated? A feeling that you want to cry and run, hide then kept your self locked from the outside world. Maybe some of us feel this feeling in unexpected time or not, what if you're not a fighter? Someone who's just masquerading on her smile, someone who says she is alright even she is not fine, someone who says she is okay even it is not right. What would you do if this feeling struck to you, exactly on your face? Are you going to cry? Lost your patience and run, well it is hard to decide unless you are on that situation, but if you were there you will be hurt as well.
As it says all of us were on the same level there's no rich and there's no poor. There's no ugly person and there's no beautiful, there's no small and there's no tall and that is from the eye's of God, what about in the eye's of man?
You have to remember we are all living in a place called earth, full of lies and masquerade. World is unfair, there is a lot of educated people who are mal-educated, those are those people who says they are holding a degree, are they? No they are not, they are like a veracious animal, a very awful creature. Someone you should hate and wish to die.
Why do other people cannot understand or they really cannot understand? They are so hard to please, they just say what do they want to say, they don't intend to hear your explanations and in the end they will leave you a threat and of course as an employee you are shocked, what will come to your mind? Of course you care, you care about the company and you will feel a slight blade of fear. Even you feel your tears will run down your eyes you will still look calm but behind that you are losing your strength. You really want to cry, but you are an actress, you will smile even it is hard to fake a smile.
It is such a pain to be blame, to accept all the words you cannot chewed, you are just a paid worker not the owner. So why the shit is all thrown to you? Why you need to feel all the pain when you don't need too?
See, how unfair the world? You are going to hate this kind of mal-educated people. They are so powerful to talk nonsense and blame small people, well maybe you are going to pity the small people but you don't know your pity belong to this mal-educated people, they need it more than small people need it.
Hi guys, just sharing an old short writing of mine, I wrote it to release stress and sadness. You might asked what happened and I have wrote a shitty article. This is the story...
I am working as a secretary all-around in an internet provider with few computers for rent, there are times we don't have an internet access due to typhoon. So when it first happened my boss gave a discount for the days there's no internet so when I made the bills it is discounted. The next time it happen again, an incident we cannot forbid. My boss told me not to give discount anymore because the smart company don't give us also a discount like what happened the first time, in short we still pay full according to the contract. So I made the bills with no discount, some customers understand and there are few who don't especially this not so old woman. She keep whining to me, call us cheaters and etc., this is how she said it "She know's how to write, she is good and writing and she will write it in local newspaper that we are cheating the customer" I explained her everything, I can't give her a discount because I am not the owner and I am just following what is instructed to me. I even told her she can talk to my boss and asked a discount to him, I can dial his number for her. So she talked to my boss and the way I heard it she's telling my boss that I don't want to give her a discount and etc., you know the way that as if it is my fault that I don't wanna give her a discount like maybe blaming me. My boss talk to me and says just give her a discount so she will stop, when she left I feel doomed. I got a phobia entertaining customers if before I am all smile and so darn entertaining, it changes me it makes me civil and dull. I am just so lucky that my boss and his family are kind but to unlucky with the other customers. Even my lady boss tell me to call her Ate when I first applied at my work I still call her Mam, and Sir instead of Kuya I guess. That's how am I used too, I would not accept a MOST POLITE ribbon on my preparatory level if I am not too. Haha
I cried a lot at home and I don't even want to go back at work that's why sometimes my sister works for me if she has no class. My father just laugh on me, he said it is part of life and I need to be tough if I want to survive. On the next month the not so old woman and I met again, I am a little tense of her but I was surprised she sounds so sweet and so dear to me. Hmmp, maybe she learned her mistake.,or she is going to ask for another discount? Lol! Anyway her bill cost $11.52 per month, our biggest subscriber are internet cafe owners.