I missed joining Nostalgia, I have no entry last week. I just don't feel nostalgic, see that girl in the corner? That's the old me, taken after our graduation. Too thin to be me, isn't it?
Growing up I am not thin nor fat, the only problem is I have a bulgy stomach. My mother always tell me I am like a frog, thin arms and legs but big stomach. So you will seldom see me in fit clothes, well anyway how are you going to see me if I am boyish, right?
Anyway on college, the ugly duckling turn to swan. I was just lucky whatever you may call it, my new found friend on college our kikay's. Retouch to the left and to the right, so later on I found my way to what they call blossoming period, but the fact that I can't wear fit clothes without holding my breath. I started jogging and doing exercise early in the morning, I woke up as early as 4:30 in the morning to jog in the street, do sit-ups. There are times I am lucky if one of the street light is not broken, you know there's no houses just fields except if you reach our house then more houses .
|Before being bulimic|
Anyway I also stopped jogging in the morning, I told myself I don't need to feel tired everyday if throwing up all the food is the easiest way to get what I want. Well probably my mother like my transformation, she started buying girly clothes for me, like blouses, skirts and even sandals and make-ups.
I enjoyed being me that time, I have confidence to wear what I want to wear and etc., not until I graduate and started looking for work. That was the time I regret the things I have done, if I can just return the time I will not do it again. Just too bad, its too late., that time a realization came to myself I only have one life, it is not like typing in a word application that you can erase, (backspace) delete or undo-delete it and saved.
|When I overcome being bulimic|